Sunday, July 23, 2006
just tell the truth.
as in seriously.
if you dont want me here,
just say it.
stop pretending to be 'busy'...
or by not being there.
just say it once and for all,
and i'm out of here!!
LOL...
he wasnt in school!!
he's got a 4 day mc!!!
hmm...
wonder if its cuz of us...
in a funny way,
i am glad he didnt come on our actual performance.
not being mean or anything,
but we're still kinda sore after what he did to us.
and well,
he turning up may just cuz us to just...
bleah...
get angry with him and just not wanna sing...
and i must say,
we did very well.
even the teachers agreed!
see?
we can do it! you just have to give us time!
and respect us for who we are!
like duh!
furball + 1:12:00 AM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
troubles in choir keeps getting from bad to worse.
how would you like your teacher,
to be screaming at you infront of so many people?
espically if the language he used is very "colourful"?
i mean its ok if he shouts at me only,
i am used to it.
but i cannot stand it when my friends are being shouted at.
and its not even our fault!!
i know that his expectations are high,
but maybe it is too high for us to reach for now?
your insults hurt us,
your attitude demoralises us.
please...
we are 15 year-olds!
spare a thought for our feelings.
if you want our respect,
you've got to earn it!
and maybe,
if you gave us the respect we deserve,
it will help you go a long way.
just maybe.
=)
get the hint?
furball + 11:03:00 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
okaies...
just had a bad day...
then again,
i am kinda used to it...
just realised that being president of choir is so stressful!!
gah...
everything that pisses off the teacher is always my fault.
always.
how wonderful...
haiyo...
when and where did i ever get the idea that being the president is going to be fun?
guess that i am like so wrong.
so very wrong...
the next person who yells at me,
i am just gonna tune you out.
and dont blame me if i lose my cool,
and start screaming at you.
dont say i didnt warn you.
furball + 11:12:00 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
the human tongue.
it is a very powerful tool as it either build us up,
or tear us down.
think about how many friendships have been broken,
how much tears have been shed,
and how many hearts have been broken.
all because of unwanted or snide remarks.
"stick and stones may break my bones,
but words cannot hurt me."
the irony of it all...
cuz words are really the things that upset us.
face it.
mean words hurt us all.
* you're just another illusion.
define illusion?An erroneous perception of reality.
and that's what you are.
just another illusion.
so stop messing with my mind!
i aint that feeble and weak girl i used to be.
i am now fiercely independant.
dont believe me?
try and see.
this is the new me.*
furball + 11:29:00 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
happiness keeps you sweet.
trial makes you strong.
sorrow keeps you human.
failure keeps you humble.
love keeps you going.
success makes you excited.
okaies...
now that i am ok...
time to go to where i am needed most.
hahas...
i always leave,
but i'll come back,
when i see that i am needed.
and right now,
i am glad to be back.
furball + 9:37:00 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
okaies. time to leave the past behind.
time to start anew.
afresh.
it has been interesting looking back on my past,
and wondering how i became like that.
i used to think life was a bore.
a burden.
now, its a chance to do the right thing,
to live the life intended for me.
i used to think that i was alone.
now, i know that God will always be with me.
and i have my trusted friends too.
thank God for them.
now i live my life with a new confidence,
for i know that God never intended me to walk this life alone.
He's always with me.
hahas...
quite a mouthful for the first post of my 'new blog'.
i've changed.
i am now more thoughtful,
more decisive.
hahas...
new news to everyone but me!
*dont walk infront of me,
for i may not follow.
dont walk behind me,
for i may not lead.
just walk beside me and
be my friend.*
furball + 1:03:00 PM
