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Thursday, January 31, 2008

my room (desk) when i JUST got in.

my bed...

my NICE and DECORATED desk!

aww...

well. touched down in adelaide at about 9:10 a.m today. (adelaide time)

was feeling very very tired...

didnt sleep well on the plane. bleah.

did all the immigration stuff and finally got out of the airport!

was met by sis lydia!!

haha. its good to see someone you know in a foreign land...

well, went to the apartment and started to unpack.

not much to do though, cuz i dont have a wardrobe! -yet!

vaccumed my room abit, then crashed onto the sofa and slept.

woke up at about 3 plus pm.

laid down the bedsheets and went to do grocery shopping! haha.

after which we went to dinner with sis lydia and 2 church friends.
and then we went for ice cream!

and finally came back home.

haha. though its kinda nice here,

i sure do miss home.

and my friends and family too.

and of course,

SNOWBALL!!! =)

furball + 11:24:00 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

My life I give to You, O Lord.

Use me, I pray.

May I glorify Your precious name

In all I do and say.

Let me trust You in the valley dark

As well as in the light,

Knowing You will always lead me;

Your will is always right!

I know God makes no mistakes.

He leads in ev’ry path I take

Along the way that’s leading me to Home.

Though at times my heart would break,

There’s a purpose in ev’ry change He makes:

That others would see my life

And know that God makes no mistakes.

And when someday in Heav’n above

I see His dear face,

May I then be counted faithful

As a runner in this race.

But now I’m trusting in the Savior

To show me the way.

In His righteousness He guides me,

As I seek to please Him day by day.

I know God makes no mistakes.

He leads in ev’ry path I take

Along the way that’s leading me to Home.

Though at times my heart would break,

There’s a purpose in ev’ry change He makes:

That others would see my life and know that God...

Our God makes no mistakes.

furball + 6:12:00 PM

ah well. in less than 24 hours,
i'll be gone from sunny singapore for about a year.
oh well. mixed feelings.
sad yet happy. nervous yet excited.
man. these few months certainly have flown by!
wanted to post a few pics.
but blogger refuses to upload them. rawr.
oh well.
to one and all its been great knowing you guys!!
thank God for placing each and everyone into my life!
i've learnt a great deal from all my friends and family.
i love you guys!! =)
*what they said was right.
a leopard cant change its spots.
just like how you cant change your character.
once again. you disgust me by your behaviour.*

furball + 1:36:00 AM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

ok. i leave next wednesday, 30th jan.
my flight is at terminal 3.
i am taking sq 269.
i will be there by around 9.
tada.
done.

furball + 1:08:00 AM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

haha! i truely thank God for the results He gave me.
it was totally unexpected!
i know to most it isnt fantastic or what not.
but to me, it is.
i got 16 for my L1R5!!
for my subjects, i got...
english: B3 (darn, could have done better!)
ss & lit: B3 (could have done better too!)
Emath: A2 (i was working for this grade!)
Amath: B3 ( I PASSED!!! I REALLY DID!!! :D)
Physics: B4 (thought i'd get a C for this...)
Chemistry: B3 (WOOHOO!!!)
POA: A2!!! (UNBELIEVEABLE!!)
Chinese: C6. (haha.)

yup. God is truly a God who cares and provides.
Jia you everyone!
even if your results dont turn out the way you want,
always remember.
God always has a reason for whatever that happens.
He has a plan for your life.

furball + 6:27:00 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

my my. time REALLY flies.
i'll be getting o level reults tmr!!
TOMMOROW!!!
i'm not totally nervous,
cuz i think i am feeling pretty calm.
but having a bit of the jitters.
haha. actually, i just want to get this over and done with.
yup! well. no use getting overly nervous now!
exam also take already, results fly back already.
oh well. its only in times like this when we experience the richness of God's word.
well, experienced a bad case of jitters just now.
and immediately i prayed to claim upon His promise,
Philippians 4:6-7
6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
and immediately, i felt calm.
really calm and at peace.
praise God for His unchanging goodness.

furball + 11:26:00 PM

the cute menu at fish and co!

'the best fish and chips in town!'

the sweet group of girls i went out with!

furball + 1:15:00 AM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

haha. 10 more days!!!
oh well. i foresee a very busy week.
hmmm. the sweet presence of friendship. =)
well. still in the midst of packing...
it just seems like i never will get down.
GAH.
oh well.
australia, ready or not,
here i come!!!

furball + 11:50:00 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

i've said what i should.
i've done what i could.
the rest is now up to you.
i wont force a decision,
i wont press for an explanation.
for in your eyes,
i'm the one who's to be blamed.

furball + 7:14:00 PM

currently feeling like that. sian-ness

been kinda busy these few days.

going out with fellow friends and

been packing and running around,

getting things that i need.

i just realised what a hassle packing can be.

haha.

well, at least i'm almost half done!

thank God for that!!

but one thing i regret is that i am unable to talk as much as i want to my friends.

everyone is like bombarding me with questions and requests,

i feel like my head's gonna burst!

hah. if i could,

i'd split myself up into many many 'felicia's!!

that way, i'd be able to spend quality time with everyone!

but the problem is, i cant!

i really wish i could, but i just cant.

i cant please everyone.

dear Lord, all i ask is that You grant me patience

and the abilty to handle my time well.

i dont ask for fanciful gifts or whatnot.

i ask that you just TRY to understand.

furball + 1:09:00 AM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

went out with dawn yesterday! it was totally hilarious!!! =) we set a record!! we took 146 pictures in total!!! that's like complete madness!! haha. well, the outing started with dawn being half an hour late. we then proceeded to long johns at marina square. dawn really has stm. while getting our food, dawn asked what drink i want. i asked for sprite. when she turned around to the cashier, she ordered coke! i was just... O.O dawn ar dawn... after dinner, which took some time, due to uncontrolable laughter, we went to take nice pics. while deciding where to go, dawn piped out, "lets go mrt!" and let ppl think that we're nuts?! sigh. that's so dawn. finally, i proposed the esplande's rooftop garden. while going there, dawn asked " eh fel, you know how to go there right?" well, i replied "gee dawn, i dont know. it'll probably be at the basement dont you think? that's why they call it the ROOFTOP garden!" sigh... we finally got to our destination and after spending some time hunting for the perfect spot, we got down to taking photos. and there we were, 2 young girls, snapping away zillions of pitures!
here they are... well, they are kinda dark.

after a few nice ones, the crazy and retarded shots followed!! dont ask me! i have no idea what possesed me to look so stupid!!

well, when we were done, we hunted for another place, and i was like "there! the garden down there!!" and dawn said "that's so FFFAAAAAAAARRRRRRR!" and i sighed and replied "cross the street only lar!" -.-''' that's her definetion of far! this time we went to a bright place and snapped away!

and that concluded our long and tiring but fruitful day!!! =)

cheers to friendship!

furball + 6:53:00 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008

well, i am now reading the last book i borrowed.
sherlock holmes collection.
i am about one third done.
=D
no, i am not mad.
i just like reading.
haha.
well, it's exactly 20 more days before i leave.
and well. i have yet to start my packing.
haha. that doesnt speak much about me, does it? =)
currently having mixed feelings about going over to australia.
there's like a hundred over "what ifs" running through my mind.
i know that God will be in control and that He will take care of me.
but what's the use of knowing,
if i dont fully trust in it?
Lord, grant me the faith of a mustard seed.

furball + 12:52:00 AM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

just looked up on the schedule for Bradford College.
and its well. depressing i guess?
well, orientation is on 4th of feb, 9am.
orientation programme is 11th-21st of feb.
well. i have my terms and breaks and exams.
which aint so bad UNTIL...
the month of december.
sigh.
exams are from 1st-5th of dec.
results are out from 8th-12th dec.
graduation is on the 17th of dec.
well. this undoubtedly means that i'll miss youth camp this year.
bummer.
dear Lord, i still believe in miracles.
i pray dear Lord, that some way, somehow, i'll be there for this youth camp.

furball + 11:35:00 PM

i love reading.
haha. that's random...
well, went to the library after lunch with darren and bro david ong.
borrowed 8 books!!
darren kept complaining.
HURR.
well, finished reading one. its called "ALIAS" by Greg Cox.
halfway through "Wild Roses" by Deb Caletti.
the other six...
"Dear Departed" by Cynthia Harrod-Eagles.
"Before I Wake" by Anne Fraser.
"Upside Down" by John Ramsey Miller.
"Soldier of God" by David Hagberg.
"Talking to Strangers" by Anne Cassidy.
"Sherlock Holmes" (complete collections!!!) by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle.
gonna read till i had my heart's content!!
.
.
sigh the irony is, i realised...
how easy it is to read these books,
yet its so hard to read the Bible.
sigh. priorities felicia.
priorities.

furball + 2:03:00 AM

Friday, January 04, 2008

still awake. looks like i've become an owl.
turns out that darren wasnt asleep, neither was he awake!!
GRR.

furball + 7:24:00 AM

cant sleep tonight.
dont know why.
eyes refuses to stay close...
and i keep tossing around in bed.
well, going malaysia later.
can sleep on the ride there...
sigh... was talking to darren.
then he fell asleep... hurr.
know talking to a fellow "cannot sleep-er"
sigh.
just exactly why cant i sleep?!
WHY?!
actually i think i know.
as of today, i leave in 26 days.
havent started packing yet.
results are coming out.
cant bear to leave family and friends.
sometimes i think that its too much for me to handle.
oh Lord, show me the way i should go.
show me the path that i should take.
show me what Your will for me is.

furball + 5:18:00 AM