Thursday, July 02, 2009
ever had that overwhelming feeling??
when you hold many secrets, both yours and other people's...
you worry if they will keep your secrets or blurt them out.
you worry if you can keep their secrets or you will blurt them out.
or when you hear something unexpected that kinda cuts your heart.
especially when it concerns someone close.
but what else can you do?
i mean sure, you can just hope for the best,
but will that give you rest?
i find it just so hard to leave it all to God,
cuz all you can do then is pray.
and it's not in our human nature to willingly do that.
we want to be in control.
we want to be able to say: 'I changed the outcome. I did something good.'
the big, fat I.
boy, it's just so hard to swallow that bit of human pride,
and learn to let God take control.
i'm still learning to do so. still struggling to do so.
Its Me O Lord Standing In The Need Of Prayer
Chorus:
It's me, it's me, oh Lord
Standing in the need of prayer;
It's me, it's me, oh Lord
Standing in the need of prayer.
Not my mother, not my father
But it's me, oh Lord
Standing in the need of prayer.
Chorus
Not my brother, not my sister
But it's me, oh Lord
Standing in the need of prayer.
Chorus
(just an excerpt)
furball + 11:22:00 PM
