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Thursday, August 20, 2009

many questions still unanswered.
many doubts still present.
i guess it's still quite hard to accept the fact that some of your friends are no longer there.
maybe it's just self denial.
or unbelief even.
and that just because people believe in different things and are no longer near each other, your non-christian friends have different beliefs ! and you're still friends with them!
they distance themselves and pretend that the friendship never existed?
the irony of it! isnt God meant to be love?
i still ask myself why things ended like that,
and it still bewilders me.

Lord, You promised comfort when i am distressed,
You promised hope when i am giving up,
You promised strength when i am weak,
You promised faith when i am unbelieving.
Lord, i need all that and so much more.
Lord, You give grace to the humble.
teach me to be humble.

furball + 5:57:00 PM